Now isn't it funny how a non-believer can come to believe in such a very short time. First I got flashes of past lifes (which I didn't really believe in before that) now this. Well on to my story :
I met someone,fell in love...we eventually broke up. This part is not really important for this.
She has a native American heritage and always was one to 'see' and 'feel' more than others. She has seen some things on her work as a truck driver, that scared other American Indians..scared them pretty bad.
She told me that once something was running alongside her truck. Couldn't really catch what it was though. It looked like an animal and then again it did not. More like a shadow. Something that is not really visible. And it was running at an enormous speed. She said it almost looked like it was switching from 4-legged to 2-legged movement once in a while. The only thing she was seeing was its eyes. And she looked into them...kind of lost feeling for time over that.
No it couldn't have been an animal. At the speed she was driving no animal would have been fast enough to keep up with her. That was what puzzled her too. So either she had some sorts of hallucinations or she really saw something else.
She was describing attacks after that. Being assaulted by 'something' on the way to her truck. Feeling something being at her home later on.
I certainly do believe that there are more things out there than meet the eye. Although I gotta admit I was thinking about a possible illness involved. But I believed her when she told me this.
So...we met over the Internet. I am from Europe so it took me some time to get over there. I reassured her over the net and when I was there, that she wouldn't have to be afraid. That I believe even if there is something there....anyone with a firm will would be strong enough to fight it.
I told her that...and not only her. I said I would be stronger than anything that might haunt her. I could face it...and win. |
So..things kind of got weirder from there. We had our problems. We broke up. It was a painful process for both. But we still got contact. Or let me say..we have contact again.
Thing is...when we didn't have any contact I encountered the same things she told me. The things I did not believe completely. The feeling of something being in the room with me...but noone being there. Small things that add together and scare the crap out of me.
When we had contact again she told me that on her side things got quieter. She didn't have any further attacks and the feeling of something present went away too.
As with my past-life flashes I would still prefer to just find out I am kind of nuts. Something like that. Would be a lot easier I guess.
So..any suggestions? I do believe in the power of the Earth (and newly I got no other choice than to believe in past lifes) but I got no experience with this?!
What could this be (aside from some mental illness) ? how the heck could it get to Europe with me? And how do I get rid of it?
Somehow I got no other choice than posting at someplace like this. I'm clueless and don't know what to do. I did not act like myself at times when I was over there...and this hasn't stopped. Scares me beyond believe.