UFOSeek Forum

Community for discussion of UFO, Paranormal and mysterious topics
It is currently Sat Apr 29, 2017 10:32 am

All times are UTC [ DST ]




Post new topic Reply to topic  [ 12 posts ]  Go to page 1, 2  Next
Author Message
PostPosted: Tue Sep 04, 2012 8:41 pm 
Offline
User avatar

Joined: Sun Jul 24, 2011 6:25 pm
Posts: 35
Long time no post, been out of the loop. Something has happened to me which I cannot explain, all paranormal activity has ceased along with all my sensitivites and abilities, and I ended up having a nervous break down. Now the question is, what happened, why, and how can it be fixed. I feel blind to say the least.

Billy


Top
 Profile  
 
PostPosted: Thu Sep 13, 2012 9:17 pm 
Offline
User avatar

Joined: Wed Jan 02, 2008 11:59 am
Posts: 595
Location: Czech Republic - exact middle of the world
In my point of view I would say that you need to connect more with nature. You need to be connected at last little bit to mother earth. It is good to be connected to god or whatever in whichever dimension, but you cannot forget where is your body originally from.

Electrician would say that you need to connect with one wire to the ground.

Go out to the wood and breathe deeply, or take energy from big tree.. go swim out in the lake, or go take a bicycle ride. All this will connect you. It is also good to prepare your food by yourself. Do this sometimes when you feel like you need it.

_________________
We cannot change our problems at the same level of thinking in which we created them - Albert Einstein.


Top
 Profile  
 
PostPosted: Mon Sep 17, 2012 11:03 am 
Offline
Editor

Joined: Tue Jan 17, 2012 12:14 am
Posts: 106
PrismaticBilly wrote:
Long time no post, been out of the loop. Something has happened to me which I cannot explain, all paranormal activity has ceased along with all my sensitivites and abilities, and I ended up having a nervous break down. Now the question is, what happened, why, and how can it be fixed. I feel blind to say the least.

Billy


For an answer to make sense, I'd need you to try and explain what happened to you (however difficult!), what paranormal abilities you lost, and why this is so traumatic to you.

However, if you experienced a reset (reminds me of folks who went through a traffic accident and suffered a lengthy coma), you might attempt to START OVER FRESH, become pupil in some path of learning, like Yoga or the Martial Arts. Find a teacher, develop trust in him/her and train...train.....train.


orangekea


Top
 Profile  
 
PostPosted: Mon Sep 17, 2012 7:25 pm 
Offline
User avatar

Joined: Sun Jul 24, 2011 6:25 pm
Posts: 35
Sorry if replying above a quote confuses anyone. Yes, I am discovering through dreams that a reset may very wellhave been what happened. I think it is possible that I brought it on myself by closing off all my chakras in a moment of self defense, then one closed and the powers they operate and are in charge of are blocked, I cannot simply just open them anymore. I have to train and practice to reopen them.
I hate to think what would cause me to close off all my chakras and energy centers at once. and I am not sure exactly when it happened, but my subconscience did it, which means it was an autonomic self preservation thing. Something very bad and very big must have happened someplace and I had a connection to it.
Before all of this, I was an energy worker/healer, and have been experimented on by aliens. Whether their intentions are good or not, I have never liked being taken against my will. When it happened, I began to question everything that had been happening and whether it was even real or not. This cam about over the summer last year.
I have had full fledged hallucinations, things which were not real and not there occuring, and they intermingled with real stuff. At some point my psyche either disassociated itself, or fractured to separate the two. Psychic/soul fractures are an uncommon psychi/magical injury which usually resorts from some sort of severe trauma mentally, emotionally, physically or spiritually, or possibly on every level. I only suspect this because slowly my ability with prophetic dreams has come back. They of course cannot be controlled, but they are something at least. They have been warning me are telling me about some sort of cataclysmic event. Whether on a large scale or to me personally. I cannot yet tell if this is a past thing or a present thing.
Shortly before all of this began I had a period of missing time, which i snothing new for an abductee. Normally upon return I felt hazy and out of sorts, but this time I was down right sick. I vomited and had stomach flu like symptoms for days. I was afraid at first I had been irradiated, but none of the other symptoms came. However as these symptoms subsided the abilities went away.
Abilities I proclaim to have, (Because most you cannot really prove on a whim, and real people would not bother anyways.) clairvoyance, clairaudience, spirit sense, natural wild inborn magic, healing abilities, alien alterations which enhanced the affore listed abilities.

Most plausable theory which just struck me as I was writing is this. I was sick because the aliens took back their enhancements, and it left a huge energy deficit, plus was traumatic to my energy system causing me to close myself off in a final attempt at self defense. One of the posts prior had my chakras themselves totally out of alignment and further apart. I think the latest experimentation was with augmenting the chakras, changing their energy form, and possibly even trying to implant filters, amplifiers, breaker systems, and other things into the chakras themselves.

My nervous break down was as if my experiences with aliens were memories and when they surfaced I was terrified like I had been unaware. No one else could see the aliens but me. So I am not on antipsychotic medications, and on anti depressants seeing specialists. These drugs can lower your abilities, and you have to learn to work with them. I think damage has been done to my psyche and my person, as well as my spirit and heart. I think they stopped working on me when the damage was so great it became dangerous to do, and now I have to try and recover and recooperate while learning what is real and what is not, and slowly reopening my damaged chakras, letting them release their toxins, and then slowly as you say start over.

I am attuned through master on Reiki, but its going to take an outside force, and lots of meditation to even get this healing process started. I have been talkig to God alot, and he has not made a recomendation one way or another, except for the fact I am studying the wrong thing in school and he wants me to change my major. I can still here god, and sometime sense things, mostly my abilities are running autonomically through my subconscience, and I cannot seem to directly access them through my conscience mind. What does everyone think, do I sound crazy or do I have a good premise.

The other problem is, I am not the only person this has happened to. What could have transpired that caused so many people to be effected in this way, and more than that, is it only the contactees and abductees, or is it just certain people contactee/adbuctee and otherwise.




orangekea wrote:
PrismaticBilly wrote:
Long time no post, been out of the loop. Something has happened to me which I cannot explain, all paranormal activity has ceased along with all my sensitivites and abilities, and I ended up having a nervous break down. Now the question is, what happened, why, and how can it be fixed. I feel blind to say the least.

Billy


For an answer to make sense, I'd need you to try and explain what happened to you (however difficult!), what paranormal abilities you lost, and why this is so traumatic to you.

However, if you experienced a reset (reminds me of folks who went through a traffic accident and suffered a lengthy coma), you might attempt to START OVER FRESH, become pupil in some path of learning, like Yoga or the Martial Arts. Find a teacher, develop trust in him/her and train...train.....train.


orangekea


Top
 Profile  
 
PostPosted: Mon Sep 17, 2012 8:00 pm 
Offline
User avatar

Joined: Sun Jul 24, 2011 6:25 pm
Posts: 35
Also if your wondering where I got my ideas for why and how, It came through dreams I have been having along with some deductions of my own. I deduce there should be a way to make things work. I am even going to use brainwaves to force a meditative state, something I have been unable to do since all this. If it works I will post the file on a website so the others can have a guided meditation to start reawakening.

Billy


Top
 Profile  
 
PostPosted: Mon Sep 17, 2012 8:15 pm 
Offline
Moderator
User avatar

Joined: Wed Jan 09, 2008 2:03 am
Posts: 5766
Location: Foothills of Hollywood, CA
PrismaticBilly wrote:
Also if your wondering where I got my ideas for why and how, It came through dreams I have been having along with some deductions of my own. I deduce there should be a way to make things work. I am even going to use brainwaves to force a meditative state, something I have been unable to do since all this. If it works I will post the file on a website so the others can have a guided meditation to start reawakening.

Billy


Billy, be sure you surround yourself with White Lights... XOXO. Barb

_________________
Some days are DIAMONDS; some days are STONES!


Top
 Profile  
 
PostPosted: Mon Sep 17, 2012 8:27 pm 
Offline
User avatar

Joined: Sun Jul 24, 2011 6:25 pm
Posts: 35
Always, do not feel like being possessed or otherwise, that would be the least good thing for me.

Tweaked wrote:
PrismaticBilly wrote:
Also if your wondering where I got my ideas for why and how, It came through dreams I have been having along with some deductions of my own. I deduce there should be a way to make things work. I am even going to use brainwaves to force a meditative state, something I have been unable to do since all this. If it works I will post the file on a website so the others can have a guided meditation to start reawakening.

Billy


Billy, be sure you surround yourself with White Lights... XOXO. Barb


Top
 Profile  
 
PostPosted: Mon Sep 17, 2012 9:04 pm 
Offline
User avatar

Joined: Sun Jul 24, 2011 6:25 pm
Posts: 35
Wow ell things are really taking off now. Something or someone does not want me to be doing what I am about to do with this meditation, and they are working to stop me. They are projecting voices into my house, and music, which has no outside source.

They moved my tea around to distract me as I came in to finish it. I cannot sense anything, but these things are happening all around me. They turned the timer off on my potatoes so I would burn them. Mischievious to say the least.... I wonder if its someone dabbling with things in these cases, can anyone else sense anything?


Top
 Profile  
 
PostPosted: Tue Sep 18, 2012 7:34 am 
Offline
Moderator
User avatar

Joined: Wed Jan 09, 2008 2:03 am
Posts: 5766
Location: Foothills of Hollywood, CA
Billy, did you surround yourself with the White Lights, first?! They always work for me, whether I get through to the other side, or not. Do it three times... I always do, just in case.

I'm so sorry you're having so much trouble... You were a great help to me wen I was so ill. I know your healing energies were authentic, then. YOU can get them back! I really believe that. Keep trying.

I tried to meditate again this afternoon; I didn't get through to anything, but had a very strange dream about being in a civil kind of war - if that's true, I'm toast. I'm not able to run and shoot or fight anymore, but at least, thanks to you I'm still alive. Not sure if that's GOOD or not, but maybe i can lend my mind to something important before I leave this earth.

_________________
Some days are DIAMONDS; some days are STONES!


Top
 Profile  
 
PostPosted: Tue Sep 18, 2012 8:42 am 
Offline
User avatar

Joined: Sun Jul 24, 2011 6:25 pm
Posts: 35
Tweaked wrote:
Billy, did you surround yourself with the White Lights, first?! They always work for me, whether I get through to the other side, or not. Do it three times... I always do, just in case.

I'm so sorry you're having so much trouble... You were a great help to me wen I was so ill. I know your healing energies were authentic, then. YOU can get them back! I really believe that. Keep trying.

I tried to meditate again this afternoon; I didn't get through to anything, but had a very strange dream about being in a civil kind of war - if that's true, I'm toast. I'm not able to run and shoot or fight anymore, but at least, thanks to you I'm still alive. Not sure if that's GOOD or not, but maybe i can lend my mind to something important before I leave this earth.

I had a reading done, and things are trickling back on. Its going to take some work. I will meditate if I can and see what happens, three layers of white light is good.


Top
 Profile  
 
Display posts from previous:  Sort by  
Post new topic Reply to topic  [ 12 posts ]  Go to page 1, 2  Next

All times are UTC [ DST ]


Who is online

Users browsing this forum: No registered users and 2 guests


You cannot post new topics in this forum
You cannot reply to topics in this forum
You cannot edit your posts in this forum
You cannot delete your posts in this forum
You cannot post attachments in this forum

cron
Powered by phpBB