Tim,I have been having the most ative paranormal events happening to me in the last few weeks than at any other time in my life. For instance, yesterday I was sound asleep in a chair in my living room and I woke up knowing my freind was going to call me and not tenseconds later the phone rang and it was him, now my girl is a true skeptic in every sense of the word, she is stubborn close minded and, well you get the picture, anyway shw was awake watching t.v at the time and i told her the phone was going to ring and when it did i thought well how much more proof does she need,I guess that wasn't enough, she said i planned the whole thing out with my freind, who by the weay is also a skeptic and i think he cannot even grasp the concept of paranormal, i doubt he even knows the word, so I am alone in my house as far as paranormal stuff goes but in a way its a blessing because i cannot try and explain anything to my girl nor do i bother trying, but back to the topic my dreams have been spilling over into my waking world and we had a conversation about our subconcious and concious being not so far apart as we thought, well now I am sure of it, I believe their is no distinction between the two except we are aseep when we live our lives in our so called subconcious, but what exactly is sleep anyway? Our souls do not leave our bodies then at least i don't think so, so what is this state we call sleep? Do dreams or are dreams a seperate thing an imaginary jumble of thoughts that we randomly recall, or are are dreams just a continuem of our wakink life? The more I dig into my psychy the more i believe they are as one and when i sleep i believe i am capable of going places but i do not think our soul also goes with us because if it did and we died in a dream then we would actually die for real but i want to know if anyone has experienced dying in their sleep because i never have, i have been shot stabbed in my dreams but never died i always seem to remove myself from harm in my dreams. I learned a long time ago how to remember my dreams and hoe to go back to a dream i was having, I have learned to control so much just by meditating on things and for the first ten months i couldn't get myself to the point where i could get rid of the noise and other distractions in my head but once i learned how to achieve that then by trial and error i learned how to do many things such as lower my heart rate or remember my dreams. o.k. i know i got off the topic and i am all over the place here but i need to let you know where i am at so i can better explain myself. Past lives are as real to me as this coffee is sitting next to me. I can remember clearly living in the 1200 hundreds, i remember churches being bult i recall people who i knew and if i saw their face today i would recognise them, i believe we live in one continous life birth death and rebirth all working towards one goal spiritual enlightenment and where we go once we achieve that level of enlightenment, well i do not know but maybe by achieving that level i will then know but living this brief period we call a lifetime cannot be all there is no way no how and i do not believe we live one life and are judged and then go to heaven or hell, no that does not even make any type of sense to me but i live and let live and the majority of people believe that thats life and who am i to say to them that its not? no i only offer up my opinions and mine is but one theort out of many. In the feild of the paranormal there are no right or wrong answers, only when we experience these things can we say yes its true there are e.t.s we are not alone, there is too much evidence to say we are alone on this planet. Maybe the whole life cycle was given to us by ets, that could very easily be true, all i know is I will keep searching and keep an open mind lokking for answers joey978
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