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Nah... a lecture series, perhaps; I'd really enjoy that. Always was one to bloom in the spotlight.

But I've also always felt badly about scaring that Being so badly. Who'd have guessed??? I was just peed-off because he'd put up a barrier between Howie and me ('cause Howie doesn't believe in the paranormal or UFOs or healing or psychic ability) and I couldn't get to Howie's arm which was only 6" away from mine. I wanted to wake Howie up and say, "NOW tell me Aliens aren't real!"

But when my arm kept hitting an invisible barrier, my next thought was, "Can I reach forward?" And that was something the alien obviously didn't expect me to do. When I grabbed him, his body felt like a thawed-out blue ice bag, and he just squeezed right out of my grasp and leaped far enough away from me that I couldn't reach him, and I couldn't move my head or raise myself up. That's when I began talking to him, telling him I didn't mean to scare him, and if he wanted to talk, let me up and we'd go sit in the dining room, if he didn't want Howie to see him there. But he just sent a mild pulse wave down through my body (it didn't hurt and didn't scare me), and then he faded into the wall and was gone.

Ironically, just a year or so before that, while I was falling asleep in a hotel room in Laughlin (at the UFO Congress gathering), I felt someone gently lay down on my back (same kind of pulse wave) and the minute I asked who he was and where he was from, he departed immediately--leaving me with the vivid thought, "Sorry. Wrong room."

The night I grabbed this Being, I don't think he had "the wrong room"--I think he'd found my energy and my vibrations curious... and decided to come find me so he could learn more about me. Guess I screwed up THAT visit, didn't I?

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Just wondering TT, if they may have known what you were up to ahead of time, with planning an encounter and taking pictures. That may be why you didn't see them, but It sure sounds to me like they messed with you.

Tim

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Yes indeed. I still think you would be great at a weekend seminar.

Peace and Liberty,
tt96

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Howdy Tim,

I think you're right.

Last night I didn't go out to meet them because of what happened the previous night. I woke up this morning with no bloody scalp - in fact it's pretty much healed (just one tiny scab remains).

What now? Well, I am taking it one day at a time. I may go out again tonight, but you bring up an interesting point, Timbit. What if they don't know my intentions until I say them? In other words, they have mind-scanning limits, perhaps? So. Maybe I'll go out tonight, and maybe I won't. Maybe I'll bring a camera, and maybe I won't.

I"ll keep you posted, as always.

Peace and Liberty,
tt96

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"Let there be Peace on Earth, and let it begin with me."

Unless otherwise stated, these are my own opinions. :)

Maybe you could go out before dark and set up the camera, and then return later? Is it an area where you could do that and not have it stolen?

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Are you kidding, Tweaked?! This is Utah. Didn't you know all crime is outlawed here? However, all I have are my disposable cameras at the moment. So no setting up required!

Thanks for the idea, I may use that on future outings, if any.

Peace and Liberty,
tt96

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"Let there be Peace on Earth, and let it begin with me."

Unless otherwise stated, these are my own opinions. :)

I went out for a bit last night at about the same time and to the same place. Nothing. If they want to meet, then now is the time. If they don't, that's fine.

In other words, while it may serve me to meet with them, it definitely will serve me not to meet with them. Therefore, I can't lose - as long I do not attempt to engage them. In other words, as long as I don't let my ego get in the way and think I can outsmart them, I am fine.

I know they are way beyond brilliant and I cannot hope to outmanuever them that way. Therefore, I won't even try. So, it may be time to withdraw completely from the UFO arena. I am going to take some time to consider this.

Thanks for all your support!
Peace and Liberty,
tt96

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"Let there be Peace on Earth, and let it begin with me."

Unless otherwise stated, these are my own opinions. :)

I think that is a reasonable course of action to take TT. Evaluate these experiences, and decide whether or not you want to persue these entities.

It's good that you have a choice, which is something you didn't have the first time with them.

Your needs may very well be met by just letting it go, as opposed to pushing that envelope.

Tim

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Exactly, Tim! "To everything, there is a season, and a time to every purpose, under Heaven." - Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BT-3FDUgXoE - Video of Turn, Turn, Turn by The Byrds.

I don't know why I had these experiences, but I do know it wasn't a random thing. The reason I know that is because it can be random only the first time. These beings came back time and time and time and time again. If it was random, it no longer is. Perhaps I will never know what they want/wanted, and perhaps that is a good thing - maybe even a great thing.

I do know that if I cannot change something, then accepting it is the only thing which does not cause pain. Denying what is creates pain. Creating pain does not serve me. Therefore, I choose to accept what I cannot change. Accepting what is allows for Peace.

If I never find out what motivated them to contact me, I choose to be at Peace with that.

This is at least the second time they miscalculated with me! To all those who are reading this, remember that. They are not all-knowing and all-powerful. They can and do, and will continue to, make mistakes. However, remember this as well: You cannot outsmart them. Do not even attempt to do so. Don't let your ego trip you up, because you will fall, and you will fall hard. When you fall, it could take you millions of years to find your way back. This is not a metaphor. Millions of years.

Thanks again for all your support, Timbit.

Peace and Liberty,
tt96

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"Let there be Peace on Earth, and let it begin with me."

Unless otherwise stated, these are my own opinions. :)

You're going to be okay TT. Your first experience is burned forever in my brain, and I can't help but think how far you've come in understanding all of this since then.

My biggest problem is fear, I just cannot accept what is right in front of my eyes, as much as I want to. I recently learned that no voices on my recorder during an EVP session, does not necessarily mean that they haven't made their presence very clear. They have. It feels like there are no distinct boundaries between them, and me, which is what I think you meant by your contact about getting back.

I have figured out one time slip, finally. I thought they were all different periods of time, but in fact it was several visits to the same place, just disconnected experiences within that particular trip. Time and thought without fear is what I need. I would love to figure this all out.

But, another thought I had was Miro is thinking of opening up a Blog for writers. We have a lot of talented people here. You may wish to think about possibly writing your experiences out in a book format. I would buy a dozen of them for Christmas presents. Something to think about.

Glad you are still with us TT.

Tim

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